torn into pieces, 4:14 PM
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 3:35 PM
All i can say is i am suprised, shocked, heartbroken and out of words.
No importance for me.
Its all me. Not your friends or you.
I have to do and face and get the blame for everything.
I thought no more painful words from you.
But yet you called me s*******. whereas i have no intention at all. good intention for you to leave me.
That broke me and my heart.
Thanks alot.
Thanks for those who have been there for me.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 3:33 PM
A woman has strengths that amazes men.
She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions.She smiles when she feels like screaming and sings when she feels crying, cries when she's happy and laugh when she's afraid.
She puts an act if she have to. And accept defeats, when she recalls a mistake.
Her love is unconditional.
But One is missing.
A woman tends to forgets what she is worth and the believe she had for herself.
i copied-paste from mis blog sorry mis! but i just love it! i guess its soooo true!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:10 AM
xinni, ivy, me, vanessa, shuxin, mr gary, limin, syafizah and mr brian! had great fun with them!
cam-whoring after trg! trying out m new phone!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:59 AM
A Full Sunday fixture will separate teams coming to the end of the first round of competition in the Premier Women's League with leaders Jansenites taking on Theresians Tornados in a David versus Goliath battle at Delta Stadium.
Unbeaten thus far in the season, Jansenites may be troubled by a Theresians side that took a draw off defending league champions Police last week, and the pressure will certainly be on Jansenites to prove that there is continuity within the squad and that they are not a fluke side.
Theresians draw comes after two consecutive defeats and could not have come at a better time as they begin to impose their presence among the leading sides within the division.
So with the emphasis on Jansenites, can they do it or will they crumble under pressure, having said that, there is no denying Ivy See, who scored two goals past Ceylon Sports Club last week and Toh Li Min for their midfield consistent play.
While defensive-wise, Hazlin Bte Husni has been in inspirational form for her side, along with Chua Xinni anchoring deep in midfield coupled with a few others making for solid coverage within the squad.
It could mark an interesting weekend for both sides.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:59 PM
If a girl cries in front ofyou, itmeans that she couldn't take itanymore...
If you take her hand, she would staywith you for the rest of your life; ifyou let her go, she couldn't go backto being herself anymore...(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love themost, she becomes weak..(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when sheloves you the most, she put down herego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of youplease hold her hands firmly,
she'sthe one who would stay with you forthe rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up, maybe bcoz ofyour decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,when she cry bcoz of you,
Look intoher eyes, Can u see n feel the pain nhurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif puresincerity,
Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?She cry not because she is weak,
Shecry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,She cry,
Because crying silently is nolonger possible, the pain, hurt, nagony have become too big a burden tobe kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
Andall because of you, Its time to lookback on wat u have done,
Only you willknow the answer to it.
Do consider it. Coz one day....It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl,You may regret for the rest of yourlife.
Maybe in your life, she's theonly one that love YOU the most.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:40 AM
"There is only so much i can do, but if somebody doesnt give me a chance there is nothing i can do."
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 6:03 PM
short recap of stupid things that happened.
told someone about somethings. then while protecting another friend, misunderstandings took place. and the best thing, they talked bad about me. wah! like thanks alot larh. but forget it lah. dun wish to think about this. to me, just forgive and forget lah. dun wish to drag it also. some friends just come and go. they are just an option.
after months and months, it still carries on. duno when it will end. im so tired.
guess there is no need to consider my feelings. it just sucks though.
just feel that we are not what we are now. i guess we are growing up now. we are so different now. cant tell each other everything now. whatever i say or do is wrong. i dun blame him actually. i always blame myself if things happened. haha! its so painful. tears are rolling now.
am i considered not to be worthwhile? im trying so hard to be strong.
i know sometimes im being unreasonable but circumstances force me to.
i know im not being myself during my last game. thats not me at all. but if people force me, i can be worst than you can think of me.
and often my fren scold me instead of siding me.
i accept it. what to do.
i duno what to do.
am i that bad that you have to do.
even after we talked things out, things are still the same.
what do you want from this relationship. do you know what im feeling. i cant even be myself and i dun even know who am i now?
what am i to you? i duno what you want from me.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:22 PM
we won csc 4 nil. i duno why i played like that and i know i played badly.
i guess i have lost touched playing hockey. hehe.
but im happy for the team performance! well done girls!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:27 AM
i can just laughed it off when things happened or feelings arise!
DON'T TRUST ANYONE IN THIS WORLD, EVEN YOURSELF!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:01 AM
congrats to the nyp soccer team for the win! great win!
im off for chalet for 3 days! hope to have fun!
dun tink many will be coming.
my results will be on wednesday! oh noooo!!!!
not forgetting, fantastic and fabulous win against SRC! woohoo!
no more a thrashing game!
we will give a hard and good fight!
xinni must be a happy girl!
again, well done girls!
next game against CSC! woah..................
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:36 AM
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loves!
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torn into pieces, 1:23 AM
im tired and exhausted.
the circumstances force me to be like this.
im immune to all this oredy.
say what you want about me.
think what you want about me.
i dun care anymore
and i dowan to care anymore.
what i know that i have changed.
for the better and for your sake i guess.
i will just be normal.
no enemies made or hated friends.
i just want to be normal and neutral.
dun get me involve in all this problem anymore.
i had enough!
talk about trust? out of the question.
do what you all want and what you all like.
i cant be bothered anymore.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:09 AM
TRUTH HURTS! ya i know.
and it sucks to feel hurt.
it sucks to feel that you are always in the wrong and blame yourself.
it sucks to feel ALONE and LONELY.
it sucks to only depend on one alone.
it sucks to know that your friends say things about you.
it sucks when the expectations of me being mature is high.
im confused.
the more i let things go, the lesser it is.
and the more i dun bother with it.
so forgive me.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:21 PM
me and him!
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torn into pieces, 3:02 PM
i want to go bangkok and shop shop shop!
who want to go with me? and sponsor me too! haha! like real.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:18 PM
we drew with police! great results for the first game. well played girls!
im rotting at home!
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torn into pieces, 10:20 PM
CONFUSION IS ARISING!
THE FEELING SUCKS!
can anyone tell me what to do.
the older we grow, the more decisions we have to make.
and LIFE'S GETS COMPLICATED TOO!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:13 AM
my handphone have to re-format due to virus!
argh! i hate it!
i want all my contacts in it, messages and some important details.
help me please.
my laptop giving me problems too.
my room in the mess.
im BROKE.
i suck.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:00 AM
i hate this feeling!
confused~unsure
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torn into pieces, 12:58 AM
MY EXAMS IS OVER! I AM SO HAPPY!
played soccer with SW students. last day with them.
then had 5 long hours of karaoke session.
it was so fun! we had a great fun.
the dances, the dikir barat, the jokes and the laughters!
so so so much fun. i laughed till i cried.
they are a fun and lovely bunch!
i love them!
had so much fun.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:00 PM
i am singing more than i study for my last paper.
dun make me say I HAD ENOUGH!
im being more patient than i am......
i am giving more than what i have......
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 10:55 AM
"quickest way to fix something is to admit to yourself that you did something wrong and tell yourself you can fix it. If you keep listening to others telling you a bunch of other reasons why you did badly, then you will keep making the same mistakes"
Louis Martin
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torn into pieces, 6:55 PM
a whole of two days being alone.
had time for myself though.
i still cant find my identity.
haha. and i duno wads wrong.
sunday evening and i am at home right now.
went home straight after a whole day of umpiring.
lucky it was drizzling.
so no chance of me getting darker! haha!
one paper more to HURRAY!
no more school.
i hate school but i love having school friends.
I still have not study for my VERY last paper!
♥its healing.
xinni, ivy, me, vanessa, shuxin, mr gary, limin, syafizah and mr brian! 
cam-whoring after trg! trying out m new phone!.jpg)
loves!
me and him!
me, nadia and azila!
at seoul garden camwhoring!
friends!
my mum, me and my niece!
my lovely babies!.jpg)
me and izyani! i will miss your craps!
me and jansenites girls!
