torn into pieces, 3:10 PM
harlow..
im having stomachache now..
had a very heavy lunch at copthorne hotel waterfront..
my supervisor treat me,mas and maria..
it was my farewell treat from my supervisor alone..
the food was like wow!
it was my first time eating at a posh hotel..
the price was quite cheap though..
i thought it was going to be very expensive!
quite cheap and affordable..
i will publish the photos other days..
i took alot of photos! haha! of the food i mean..
i was like so curious and was like a tourist..
we even received a teddy bear,wallet and a voucher from the hotel due to their hotel SECRETARY DAY..hee..
the bear was sooo cute..i love it..
like SO JAKON!! hehe..
but wad a luck! my tummy could not take it and i threw up almost EVERYTHING!!
GOSH!
so wasted..hmmm..
2 more days and im goin to miss this place!!
bye everyone..missya..
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 10:51 AM
Life’s a bitch! Life’s a mess huh.. Life’s is everything.
Its total shit!
People are bitching here and there. But I dun care.
Bitch for all you want and for all I care.
Most important thing is that I do wad is rite and follow my heart.
I am just so tired of calling people to go and come for here and that.
I think you are mature enuf to think for yourself.
No need for me to message or call you.
So what you all are older than me, meaning I have to give you all respect??
Tell you what, Earn It First!
You guys are just plain jealous!
No attitude, no responsibility, no commitment.
What do you expect?? Still give you respect. NO WAY!!
And dun bitch behind my back! Bitch TO my bf and best frens about me??
THANKS A LOT!
And to my best friends, do you know why I changed?
I dunno why myself but I think I noe why.
I’ve been too much pressured. And the situation has made me changed.
I can’t stand already.
I just dun have that tolerance anymore.
Everybody is slowly taking advantage and things are not in control.
My mom, my dad and everyone.
Everybody is just pushing his or her responsibility on me.
I get pissed off.
And I will just say whatever I want.
You people make me do so!
But however, NOW, I think I should mind whatever I say.
Im SORRY. And I will improve myself.
Being a captain is not “everything i do or you do”.
So what if I am the captain?
What’s the big deal?
I don’t have this kind of problem since I started out.
It’s just, you seniors.
Please have some attitude.
Stop blaming and giving excuses that its all because of me.
I think if you really want to play, play for the team.
So what if you dun like me.
Dun tell me that you dowan to play just bcos of 1 person.
That’s plain childish too.
And who are you, for me to inform you that I will not be playing for the carnival.
I have not been giving excuses and almost turn up for every game.
BUT YOU!! Floorball lah, Boyfriend lah. Effed!
I had enough of you people.
I just can’t be bothered anymore.
Just leave me alone.
I’ll appreciate that.
Thanks.
Adios.Much love.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:02 AM
YEAH!
I have change my blogskin..
Is it nice? I find it nice.
And this is what my life is all about.
Hah!
Its simple and it describe my thoughts..I think so..
Im starting to love my job actually, only one person that makes me dread coming to work.
Haha.
The rest of them are cool and are so NICE!
By the way, next week, im leaving this place. sobx.
Gonna miss them all.
adios.. *muacks!*
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:25 AM
..everyone's dream family..
i love them
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:31 AM
im waiting...he's waiting...im coping ok with my life now...
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:23 PM
“TIPS??”
“LITTLE WISDOM??”
Oh gosh!!
That’s what Mr J claims??
It’s NAGGING!! Mind you..
Every morning, every minute and every second..
Coming out of your mind and wun let me have a peaceful work and mind!!
It is so damn frustrating to be here.
I love to be here but I’m not here to listen to ur “tips”.
Listen to your stories.
When is it going to end??
Do me a favour.Just shut the hell up ya!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:54 PM
Our new ADIDAS slippers!
Me and Echal, my dearest!
Me and my friends at town..There's alot more crazy pictures we took!
My team for Premier Carnival. Well done girls! We managed to get 2ND which is not bad..
My PREMIER team..they are so cute rite..haha!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:45 PM
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ThE GooD TyMs aT KuALa LuMpUr!!!!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 4:22 PM
im not asking you to be someone else.
i love you for who you are.
but please consider my feelings.
and be in my position to feel how i feel.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 3:58 PM
I guess I really hate working and hate my life now.
I just don’t know why.
Things aren’t going well. Be it at work, family or with him.
I just duno wad to do. What a life.
Hope that things will get better. But when.
Going to be in trouble with my school attachment.
Bcos of that stupid person.
Maybe my life is meant to be like this..
I’m so tired and people around me are not giving me a helping hand.
Im tired.
Im tired.
I need to have a break.
Give me KIT KAT. Yar, I noe im being lame here.
I wana go very slow in LIFE.
I cant take it anymore.
Its so painful. To be in a position of a daughter, sister , girlfriend and employer.
Need to clean the house, help my father, take care of my sister, hockey, umpire, working.
All of that its so hard. And I have to learn to manage it well.
But they are not helping me though.
No one is helping me.
Things aren’t getting better.
My heart is so damn effing painful.
I jus duno why.
Can anyone tell me.
Im so weak.
But I have to be strong no matter wad.
I have to pick up myself. Alone.
All by myself I guess.
Am I changing.
Thanks everyone.
♥its healing.
..everyone's dream family..
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