# LIVING WITH IT! learning to acception! ;
Friday, June 29, 2007
torn into pieces, 4:16 PM

5th JULY 2007- NEED TO TAKE OUT THE STITCHES IN MY GUMS!

6th JULY 2007- NEED TO SEE MY DOCTOR AT SPORTS MEDICAL CENTRE!

so many injuries these 2 MONTHS!
wads happening!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 2:15 PM

wa lao!
you know wad happened yesterday.
i went to the polyclinic to check on my gums then she asked me to consult a dentist.
then i called the dental clinic to make an appt.
i went to the dental clinic and the dentist said i had to go for surgery for my tooth.
she said my gums is too small for my wisdom tooth to grow.
and also that my gums had been infected and there is also PUS! yucks!
i wanted to do the surgery on monday so that i can umpire and earned some money first but that dentist refused to let me leave and want to do the surgery immediately as it will get worst.
haiz.. no umpiring for me! so effing sad.

the surgery goes like this:
she injected my gums and mouth. she did it a few times and it was soooooo painful!
i cried in pain but had to bear it lah. wait to do.
then went to take x-ray.
they covered my eyes and carried on with the surgery.
i couldnt feel anything lah.
but there was a point of time when the dentist put so much pressure and i could feel it.
my body froze and shivered as i was bearing the pain.
i cried again.
wen home wit my dad, feeling sad bcos i couldnt umpire lor.

that surgery was not the WORST!
wen i reached home, slowly the numbness wen off and i could feel the pain.
OH MY GOD!!!!! it was sooooooo hell.
i cried and cried and cried. he was so shocked wen he called me. hah!
i cant bear the pain. i applied ice and force myself to go to sleep.
it took me half an hour to feel the pain.
the pain was soooooo indescribeable. worst than worst.
i have never felt like that b4.

wen i woke up, i had to change the gauze as my gums kept bleeding.

and now, I AM OK. still recovering.

TO IZYANI: thanks alot and i am sorry that you had to do the report all alone.
but for the next report, you no need to do anything k. i will do it for you.
LOVE YOU BABE!

♥its healing.

Monday, June 25, 2007
torn into pieces, 11:52 AM

stupid pain!
all because of this wisdom tooth that is growing in my gums!
its creating a hole in my gums for the tooth to grow and its sooooooooooooooo painful.
my cheek is so swollen! one is bigger than the other.
its depriving me of my sleep.

its been 3 long days. it feels forever.
hope it will recover soon.

so pain. sobx.
had to put ice on my cheek wen i wan to slp or if it gets too painful.
how to study for my test or finish my report.
i can't concentrate!
hmph! urgh! shit!

but i hope i will be WISER (like as if) if the wisdom tooth grow.
whahahhahahhahha!!!!!

and also the ulcer on my lips!
last week, had a pimple inside my ear!
my ankle! and everything.

wad a month for me!

♥its healing.

Friday, June 22, 2007
torn into pieces, 11:56 PM

change???
berubah???

am i the one???

whatever lah!

someone asked me why i never update my blog.
i duno. hah!

♥its healing.

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