torn into pieces, 11:29 PM
im waiting and im bored and im lonely.
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torn into pieces, 9:34 PM
stupid and hectic week for me. busy umpiring so that i can have money to eat.
thursday-umpiring morning and afternoon.
friday-umpiring from morning till afternoon. den off to school for crm test.
which i haven start studying yet. argh!
den had to do napfa test cos i have yet to take and it is the last day.
saturday-u21 semis. hopefully we can win.
monday-hand up hrm report and perform a skit.
wednesday-pt practical in the gym. wth!
projects-ccrm. ib. crm. hb. anything more?
i cant for all to end so that i can start preparing for my exams.
and then, ENJOY LARH!
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torn into pieces, 10:57 PM
12 more days
i hate projects! i hate school! i can't wait for it to end! i hate everything!
i just want to enjoy!
f o!
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torn into pieces, 9:57 PM
1) Did you know kissing is healthy>
2) Bananas are good for cramps>
3) It's good to cry>
4) Chicken soup actually makes you feel better>
5) 94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers>
6) Lying is actually unhealthy>
7) Only apply mascara to your top lashes>
8) It's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you!>
9) Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed!
10) 89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move>
11) Chocolate will make you feel better! (heck yes it will)>
12) Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.>
13) A GOOD FRIEND NEVER JUDGES.>
14) A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that u have any .>
15) Boys aren't worth your tears>
16) &We ALL love surprises!!
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torn into pieces, 1:08 AM
my day was quite fun. went to seletar cc with the class. den off to thomson plaza for swensens by our kind dear mr lionel teo. den back home to take my fb stuffs. waited so long for our game to start. we finally won and i got the mvp award. like whatever larh. haha. so freaking tired. super duper tired i swear. thanks to nadia who played for us and also thanks to our captain fitry who played for 10 seconds only for the whole tournament. YOU OWE US AN EARTHQUAKE K! and also leaving us handicapped all the way cos diana also injured. played with min, man, diana, diana fren, miri. great saves by man. clean sheet ehk. sori arh.
thanks to nad n zila who waited for me too. i had fun shishaing with you two. haha. wad a nite. talk and talk and talk. thanks gurls. sharing our stories and stuffs. and after so many years, being a 20 years old, we finally asked her for the first time. hee. so cute larh. den cab home.felt sorry for zila cos her mom owaz call her. hee. THANKS FOR THE NITE GIRLS!
i really had fun.
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torn into pieces, 6:02 PM
its tough being a last man, its even tougher being a captain.
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torn into pieces, 4:36 PM
these past few days, i have been a sleeping beauty. beauty? yucks! i sleep so peacefully larh. so peaceful so nice. until i am so lazy to wake up for my class. kena warning already. actually got other reason also lah why i never go class. haha!
haha! i lurve sleeping! more sleep and more lazy! haha!
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torn into pieces, 4:26 PM
i lend my thumbdrive to who? can return me back. im so forgetful.
i know one is with leng. but another one?
IB test today was terrible. i duno whether i duno how to answer or the paper was difficult. i tink the paper larh cos my frens all said so. haha!
more projects to come.....
URGH!!!! I HATE IT!!! I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO END!! IN 2 MONTHS TIME!!! WOOHOO!!!
but i am in holiday mood already. hee.
im broke now. who wants to give me money???
i want money! hahahahah! crazy..
i want to go on a holiday, more tops and bottoms, go karaoke, go fishing, more outings, spend time elsewhere, more food, more money, more laughters, more time with him??!
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torn into pieces, 8:41 PM
i lurve my line!
the nyp hockey players!
nyp floorball team!
me and echal!
the leavers!
here are some ivp floorball pics!
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torn into pieces, 8:28 PM
wad am i doing here now. i should be studying for my test on wednesday. i feel so lerthagic and tired and sleepy. i slept the whole afternoon but it is not enough. haha!
im just so bored. no mood to do projects and study. haha!
last weekend was quite fun. when to ghazi's wedding, den game.
sunday game again den celebrate the january babies den off to steamboat at his house. yummy! was so full. here are some pictures!
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torn into pieces, 2:07 PM
Question: Are you happy?Answer: Can't give much, Can't get much, Can't expect much.Generally, enjoy what comes up.Happy enough? Why do you ask.
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torn into pieces, 1:39 PM
i don't have the confidence of being myself.
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torn into pieces, 11:44 AM
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torn into pieces, 12:34 AM
muacks muacks muacks!
thanks alot!
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torn into pieces, 1:47 PM
i lurve him alot!
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torn into pieces, 4:46 PM
the nyp floorball guys have made it into finals. congrats! my dear played well. saving most of the shots with his big body. he even did a split to save the ball. haha! so funny and cool lah. all the best for the finals on this friday.
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torn into pieces, 4:43 PM
i am not feeling quite well today. fasting today. and i duno y.
people close to me have been very caring and helpful. thanks all. =)
thanks for your care and concern. i really appreciate it.
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torn into pieces, 12:04 AM
we lost in the semis! but i dun feel sad at all lah..i can see the look in everyone's face even before we stepped into the court. like wad the hell! i came late i know but this is all in the mind. it is the matter YOU ALL WANT IT OR NOT.
the game has not even started and everyone looked so pressure like as though the world is going to end. haiz. i got nothing to say lah.
but i played my best and tried my best to bring up some important people but i guess it doesnt work at all. waste my breathe??kena scold got lah. like watever. dun care larh. wad i did was to played very hard and play my best.
and i think i played my very best except for one mistake.and i pushed 2 girls down and hit a girl, like who cares rite. i dun feel sad at all becos i know i have put in all my efforts in the game.
i feel satisfied.
i have sweat it all out! i dun care whether it is my last ivp or not.
wads important is that we learn from our mistake and try to take control of our emotions and feelings like nervousness, scared etc.
this is very much important! no use if you feel sad. it means that you did not put in all ur effort. i guess wad was wrong in the our game is that everyone was complacent and tried to hold the ball for too long. most of us were off-formed too.
BUT WHATEVER IT IS, I LOVE PLAYING IN MY LINE. I LOVE MY LINE! HAHA! RAMS, RAMRI, JOAN AND SYA.
the best thing, both seconds in the table are in the finals! good luck for both teams. you all deserve to win bcos we can see that you want it more!
gonna play my last game for nyp floorball team on this thursday!
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torn into pieces, 11:37 AM
Life is full of ups and downs. But one has to learn how to stand up on his own and continue his path to attaining enlightment.
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torn into pieces, 6:16 PM
alright. after watching 4 movies after 2 days, namely a walk to remember, ella enchanted, the boy girl thing and just like heaven, im so into romantic scenes. so touching and so nice larh. i duno why but i just love it. i wana watch more romantic movies.! haha. siao. including the handsome and pretty actors make it more exciting! =) awww...............
NAD! i want more movies..romantic ones especially..hehe..thx ehk..
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torn into pieces, 12:55 AM
ok2! i just find him cute, cool, charming, charismatic, attractive, handsome etc.
his name is elvin ng. 
BUT MY BF LIKES HER INSTEAD.......
BUT TOO BAD, I TOOK PHOTO WITH HER INSTEAD!
HAHA! ok now im bored.
but she's freaking hot lah!
JESSICA ALBA!
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torn into pieces, 11:57 PM
i love my line in my floorball team. i think we can only play in our line. with sya, joan, rams and ramri. new formation was given but we are not used to it. i prefer playing the normal formation where everyone is happy about it! we all were confused on how to play the diamond. our line scored the first goal la against sp. cool arh! score was 10-1. haha! coach said that my line played impressively but during the first period i did not even sweat larh. i played with the 1st line but not sure how to play with them. i want my line back. haha! rams and ramri scored. sya the "tiang queen" scored too! i assist her. she was like so happy la! waiting for me and joan to score too. haha!
WELL DONE NYP FLOORBALL GIRLS!
my pic and fariza in action!
#10!
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torn into pieces, 1:44 PM
i'm like basically rotting in school in front of computers. lucky can use msn and friendster. haha! rot at home, in school and where else..haha! waiting for time to go floorball cos bus coming at 4 pm. i going NP later to watch the guys match. hope he scores again and this time i will get to see his goal. hehe!
school practical is coming-crm and pt.
haiyoh. one to one with the teacher. and i dun like.
exam timetable is also out! only 3 modules to sit for. quite ok lah.
have to wait till end of the month for the exams. so long.
i need to work and earn money! no money liao.
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torn into pieces, 11:19 PM
we won smu and sim in ivp floorball.
my line is doing great! scored somemore! well done girls. good job ramri and also rams, sya and joan. not forgetting fariza. i lurrrrve playing with you girls!
tmr against sp and fri against rp.
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torn into pieces, 12:36 PM
A WOMAN HAS STRENGTHS THAT AMAZE MAN.
SHE CAN HANDLE TROUBLE AND CARRY HEAVY BURDENS.
SHE HOLDS HAPPINESS, LOVE AND OPINIONS.
SHE SMILES WHEN SHE FEELS LIKE SCREAMING.
SHE SINGS WHEN SHE FEELS LIKE CRYING, CRIES WHEN SHE'S HAPPY AND LAUGHS WHEN SHE'S AFRAID. AND HER LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL!
THERE'S ONLY ONE THING WRONG WITH HER; SHE SOMETIMES FORGETS WHAT SHE IS WORTH.
-to beautiful ladies out there whom i know; just be confident of yourself and that YOU ALL are beautiful ladies-
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torn into pieces, 12:35 AM
The Bottom Line
You will be seen as being as attractive as you feel you are today, so get confident.
In Detail
You will be perceived as being as attractive as you feel you are today! So take a good long look in the mirror this morning and remind yourself that while you might not be the hottest person on earth, you are definitely right up there! Inner confidence creates an outer beauty that others pick up on in a subtle but unmistakably magnetic way. Many people will want to spend time with you today, although you will only have eyes for one lucky person. Do what you can to get some alone time with them.
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torn into pieces, 12:17 AM
counting down to $0!
sobx. help me!
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torn into pieces, 12:38 AM
MY FRiENdSTER HOROSCOPE
The Bottom Line
It's okay if you don't agree with a friend. There's no restriction on relationships.
In Detail
You don't always agree with your best friend, but this dissonance puts no restriction on how much you love them. Today, you are cautioned against thinking that an increase in conflict indicates a decrease in the quality of your relationship -- it's simply not true.
In fact, if you two are fighting a lot more lately, it is because you care so much about each other. As long as you focus on respecting each other and avoid hitting sensitive nerves, you'll be stronger than ever soon.
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torn into pieces, 1:35 AM
"But thank god, this girl is one heck of a godsend.. she's everything i wanted or could ever want.. there's soo much more to her than meets the eye and i thank god for the time He(or She=P) has given me to be with her...Sarrah baby, never stop loving me cause i don't know how i can learn to love anyone else.. i mean this.. happy 14th month=)".
awwww.! so touching and sweet rite. this is a quote that i readin one of my friend's blog. bear in mind he is a guy. good guys like him does exist though. he is so romantic.
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torn into pieces, 12:02 AM
so hated this so much.
effing shit.
so effing irritating when the "siren" start at home.
she doesnt deserve our respect yet.
telling us whatever shit things we do is owaz wrong.
she think she owaz rite.
i dun think she have to the right to scream at us.
got mouth to talk for wad.
rooms just beside each other but use sms for wad.
cannot talk isit. or are you just mute. or maybe if you are mute better lah den the siren will not start. beta this way..haha!
who start by closing and locking doors at home. stupid rite. family members oso wana lock rooms. what kind of family lah this is. YOU HAVE GOLD ISIT IN YOUR ROOM.
enough problems that my dad have lah. you shouldnt add salt into it but instead support him.
haiz. as a wife oso, i can just say HAIZ!
fuck shit lah.
her siren is just so plain irritating.
and this adds on to out psychology thinking. bleh naik gile dok.
someone's mother oso will not scream at us like that.
it has becoming so effing irritating to my ears.
be good at times and be bad at times. for wad. sometimes good, sometimes bad. like hypocrite!
another one.
having a sister is like having none. no effing sense of responsibility.
treat this effing home like a hotel. never once i see you do a house chore. wad kind of sister are you.
you told me you need to work and i dun understand the working world. ya lah. den wer did i get the money to support myself all this while. i sell my backside isit to earn money.
got money but use for your own. so effing selfish. did you ever treat or spend money in this house. except for the pub bills.
i dun understand why lah. you said last time you did all the house chores but why cant you continue. you are the eldest you noe. have some sense of responsibility lah. and bear in mind that you still have a family. who took care of you wen you were sick. think lah. dun just be selfish and think for yourself. im loss for words. i dun think i need an elder sister like this.
and for heaven's sake, it is not a crime to study okay.
i dun feel i am wrong by studying now. i think of my future instead of you all.
i am not wrong pursuing my diploma.
but dun worry, i wun be studying more aftr i finish school. i will earn and help my dad for this house. i dun need ur effing help k. thx.
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torn into pieces, 2:01 PM
just a random question to all.
why someone will go to the extent of changing him or herself just for the sake of their love ones?
but not the other way.
maybe in a relationship, one will be namely the-softie and the other will be the-stubborn one.
if both are the-stubborn ones, then i guess the relationship gonna be a hard one?
and how can the-softie be strong in her heart?
is this true?any opinions?
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torn into pieces, 12:04 PM
im home!
im done with my 2 tests@ yeah!
going for floorball and hockey training in school later on..
gonna burn some fats! haha!
no class tmr! planning to borrow from nad her hard drive..
den can watch movies the whole day tmr! slack and eat and eat..
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torn into pieces, 2:00 AM
first post on the first day of 2008.
and i reali duno wad to post. cos wad i wan to say, i had say it all earlier.
i ok and done with 2007.
so much memories that i reali cant tink of and i dowan to tink of.
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i lurve my line!
the nyp hockey players!
nyp floorball team!
me and echal!
