torn into pieces, 5:41 PM
I may look happy but I'm not..
I just dunno what wad to do.
What should I do.
Where should I rants and shouts all my unhappiness.
I feel that the history is going to repeat itself.
I’m so scared.
I’m so scared.
I’m so scared.
I love her.
I love her.
I love her.
Enough of one, I dowan another one.
It is a very scary experience for me.
I just wan to rant and rant and rant.
I just wan to cry and cry and cry.
I am not happy, happy, and happy.
But what it is.
Haiz.
It’s just something, which is not right, and something is not wrong.
Can anybody tell me please.
Help me.
I’m so confused.
Please.
I’m feeling so effed up.
Am I alone?
Are you there for me?
I need you the most but...........
Its ok. I'll bear with it.
I will love you owaz..
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:15 PM
so yeah!! valentines day is over..
had great time buying that thing..hehe
its ok if its from different shop rite..
wen home to eat steamboat with his family..
he sent me back home..
n we exchange gifts..
i
love the things that he gave me..
so fun n nice to get things frm him..
u r so cute dear..
thx 4 the effort that u put in..
love u..
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:41 AM
guess i have to cancel my plan for today and on weekends!!!!
haiz..duno whether to feel sad or not..
hmm..i guess i have to buy tat thing on friday..
cos we will be having half day off..
YEAH!!im so happy..den can leave early..
woOhoO!!so cool..
its ok..
valentines day is everyday if u love that person..haha..thats wad 2 of them said..
den maybe insyallah, i want to go ahead wit my plan..
but duno will i still feel the same..
but im hapi as long as he is beside me..
if he wans to lah..haha..
we are not seeing each other tat often anymore..im busy wit work and he's staying at home..
not meeting me..
n furthermore my workplace is so far..haiz..
duno why..
whenever i walked alone to work or goin back frm work, i am seeing couples everywhere...
And im missing the times!!!!!
urgh..
maybe
absence makes the heart grows fonder..n i hope its true..
I just misses him so much..
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 10:20 AM
i had great fun on my birthday..specially thanks to echal,yani,sham,khai and my u21 girls..thks for celebrating wit me..the cake and presents all!thks to aisyah n jana for the underwear!!haha..thats so cute..im so hapi to be wit u people..thks for the suprise cake! haha..THANKS!! take care..n have a hapi n fun day ahead!luv u loads..n tomoro its VALENTINES DAY!!!hapi valentines day to all..hope u all will be hapi wit ur loved ones!!!adios..
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 10:08 AM
i jus duno wad to do here..Haiz..on attachment now at netball singapore..have to wake up so early everyday for 11 WEEKS!!urgh..i miss my friends..i wana go back to sch..
♥its healing.
