# LIVING WITH IT! learning to acception! ;
Friday, November 30, 2007
torn into pieces, 2:24 AM

...im craving for FAMOUS AMOS to make me HAPPY!...
YUMMY! it just makes me drool.




...luv you prince...

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:00 AM

Love Can Stay Strong




When love first comes and all seems right;

It’s beyond our reason that we two can fight.

Yet fights will come, and anger might thrive,

So let’s try to be sure that our love will survive.


Let’s make our plans with similar goals,

So our wants and desires won’t hit hidden shoals,
That set us crashing when things get hard,
So our love can stay strong even when it gets jarred.


For if love can stay strong when it’s tested by fire,

Then we'd share a future that most would admire,
A future where partners would strive side by side,
A future where love would always abide.

♥its healing.

Thursday, November 29, 2007
torn into pieces, 1:20 AM

For many years we’ve lived and loved,Our lives a rich delight.
Then one day’s events caused us to clash,And the friction led to a fight.
You think that words can’t do a lot,But words are not inert.

Words have the power to sooth and calm,
But can also cut and hurt.
If thoughts are kept within your head,They can be dealt with by you alone.


But once the words are past your lips,They’re like a monument carved in stone.
So always take the time to think,Of the hurt that can take place,Whenever a thought is hastily said,To cause someone loss of face.
It’s hard work to tear the monument down,To make the hurtful words lose their power.

It’s so much better not to speak the thought,And just complain to yourself for an hour.


i guess its just not only words but ACTIONS too.
so please mind your actions too cos it will also hurt people.
i will bear this in mind. i will learn from this.
and i hope you people out there too.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:15 AM

I HOPE THIS PERIOD WILL BE OVER SOON!
stop everyone!





I MAY BE EMOTIONAL.
BUT I'M NOT WEAK.
IT TAKES A STRONG PERSON TO CRY.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:08 AM


hapi birthday girls!
both my adiks..hehe!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:00 AM

howtoremovethishatredandpaininme.
justcantseemtoforgetandforgive.
stillrememberthewordsshesaid.
talklikerealbutneverexperienceitbefore.
wth!
anditstillhurtsmelikeshittobeinthesituation.
andistillcantbelieveitwhenithappened.
likeomg!haha!
willtrymybesttobecalmandbenice.

thepaininsideme.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:08 AM

i hate! i hate! i hate!
but i just have to accept it!

♥its healing.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
torn into pieces, 11:49 PM

there is nothing to look forward to?
training? school? umpiring?
i dread......
i just wana go on a holiday and have fun and forget about my problems.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 11:10 PM

i always wonder and asked myself, what a life i have now.
i duno whether i should be grateful or not.
or maybe i shouldnt expect more?
some people are just plain irritating and it really disturb my psyhology thinking.
sometimes i am so tired of thinking and feeling about the same old thing.
and its just either make me sad, cry and break down.
my life is ?empty?
nothing that is happy can fill up my life. except him making me happy sometimes.
and i realise that i need to find for happiness.
i need to go around and search for my happiness.
cos people dun and cant give me happiness.

and i realise that i cant expect much from my friends.
and i know who are my true friends now.
true friends whom does not leave me.
they know whenever i need someone to talk to.
they are just cute.
whenever i am feeling down, 1 or 2 of them will msg me to find out whether am i alrite or not without me telling or sharing with them.
its just so unbelievable.
then i will reply, "you like know only that i am feeling not so good and well and needed sum1 to talk to".
this is all chemistry i guess.
its all in the heart.

how fantastic that can be.
thanks alot true friends!

some just dun support or comfort me when i needed help.
haiz.
its ok.
cant expect much though.

i need to find money.
im so scared if i have no money.
how would i live without money.
how am i gonna survive.

meet oso fight. never meet oso fight.
so how.
i love him anyway!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:29 AM

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)[?]
The Bottom Line

Clear your mind when it gets full of negative things you can't do anything about.


In Detail
You clean your kitchen when it gets messy, you clean your car when the back seat gets cluttered -- and you should clean your mind when it gets filled up with a bunch of negative things. This isn't a question of ignoring the real problems you may be mulling over, it's a question of letting go of worry. There are things you just can't do anything about -- those are the things you have to stop thinking about today. Move on with good thoughts, and leave the old, icky ones behind.


its so so so so so so true i guess! taken from frienster.
maybe this is the reason???

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:10 AM

wads wrong with me.

♥its healing.

Sunday, November 25, 2007
torn into pieces, 2:54 PM

im gonna be broke soon.
have to pay school fees, hp bills.
urgh. haha. i need money.

i have been reading and i know its all about me.
i can easily confront you but i dowan cos i still treat and respect you as my friend.
so i think i just forget it and move. beta off this way.
you can say things about me but i dun care cos i dowan to get involve in another fight or quarrel.
just say what you want until you are happy.
and also tell the whole world its ME k.

♥its healing.

Friday, November 23, 2007
torn into pieces, 5:10 PM

hate me.
i know im such a pain in the ass!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 3:53 PM

patience patience patience.
sabarlah hazlin.
smile.
everything will be fine.
dun worry. yeah!

♥its healing.

Thursday, November 22, 2007
torn into pieces, 3:25 PM

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:04 PM

hapi birthday nain!
sori gur lupe lu nye bday.
hehe. hope ur wish come true and semoga Tuhan murahkan rezeki.
take care k! bile kau nye turn nak kahwin??? hee..

♥its healing.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
torn into pieces, 12:16 AM

special post for my best buddy!

GET WELL SOON BRO!

we will always be by your side and will give you our support!
i wanna see you bringing your kids the next time you play for games!
i wanna see you keep scoring goals!
i wanna see you happy playing hockey!
takmo lah marah2 yer bang.. haha!
INGAT, ade hikmah disebalik semua ini..percayalah..
cheer up k! =)

♥its healing.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
torn into pieces, 1:05 AM

not forgetting my dear cuzzie...
bile raya kita tak dapat amik gambar same2 kan.
kakak kahwin pon jadi lah.
ade chance jugak kan.
heeee...
btw, CONGRATS on your win!
bile nak blanje nie..hahaha..=)

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:00 AM

pictures with kakak nisa..
you are soooo pretty..
me and him cam-whoring...i luv u..
macam model la MAT nie..
sweet or not..hee..
me and my relatives
kakak nisa's WEDDING pix...

♥its healing.

Saturday, November 17, 2007
torn into pieces, 10:43 PM

quote of the day
"buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih."
let me translate this to english. er.......its like throw or leave the spoilt or bad one, and take the fresh or good one. i think so lah. sumthing like this.heeeeee....

i learn that this quote applies to relationships.
be it friendship, family, bgr and whatsoever.
it is VERY difficult! i agree.
but to be happy and move on with your life, i guess this is the only way to it.
and hopefully, your life will be a better one.
like forget and forgive and move on.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 9:58 PM

had no plans today.
open my room door, i saw my dad and sofia dressed up to go to jemputan. (wedding)
decide to tag along since i was scared of boredom.
and also i scared i think too much if i stay at home.
after that went to town and walked alone until 8plus.
i bought a bag, handbag, shirt and a skirt for the total cost of $10!.
haha! cool shit. so cheap. cheapo hazlin! its not being cheapo. its knowing how to be thirfty.

tmr will be the first time my first relative sister getting married!
other than my sister.
she will be the first one of all my cousins to get maried!
yeah! wonder who will be next!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:33 AM

i dowan to be reminded of BAD and STUPID and EFFING things which happened in the past.
it kinda break my heart. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
please people, dun remind me.


i jus wana forget the bad memories and past.
jus get it off my mind orite!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:34 AM

feeling short-tempered. wth.
mood swing?
with you, you, you and you!

♥its healing.

Thursday, November 15, 2007
torn into pieces, 10:44 PM

we are the POL-ITE hockey CHAMPS!
great job!

♥its healing.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
torn into pieces, 11:17 PM

wad a day for me.
i received news that class was cancelled wen i was walking to school.
and that was the only class i have for today.
wen to macdonald and joined them for breakfast.
accompanied sham and yani to ssdc.
took TAXI cos it was HOT and yani was tired too walk with her injury like that. so funny. the place is about 500metres away only.


came back to school with echal and accompanied for lunch.
had a terrible back pain and stomach pain.
i think due to the milk i drank yesterday.
and i think my body cannot take in milk.
if not, i will keep rushing to the toilet.
haiyoh. so troublesome.


then went to my sis house.
was so tired and sleepy.
played with my niece.
today was my mum's bday.
thought want to eat out together with everybody too.
cannot contact her thru her hp.
then, they went 3 places to find her but to no avail.
so sad. where is my dear mother???
hapi bday mum!
at last, we went to eat at far east and then went home.

♥its healing.

Monday, November 12, 2007
torn into pieces, 10:35 PM

first day of school. 3 year and 2nd semester.
first class of the day.
skip class.
WHY???
the lecture room was so hot and air-con was not on.
haha! wad an excuse!
super slack.
no mood to study.

♥its healing.

Sunday, November 11, 2007
torn into pieces, 10:29 PM

im STARTING school tomorrow after 3 long months break!
so fast...
gotta sleep early cos my classes are mostly in the morning.
by the way, i just checked my timetable.


monday-8 to 3pm
tuesday- 9 to 11am
wednesday-8 to 2pm
thursday-6 to 7pm
friday-8 to 1pm


so i will be free mostly in the afternoon.
wah! wad to do...find work? haiz...


i want to buy new tops!
i need to buy new bag!

♥its healing.

Friday, November 09, 2007
torn into pieces, 1:30 AM

my joints feeling weak and sore and numb these few days.
duno why.
my ankle, wrists, knee etc.
i thought it will be alright.
but right now, im feeling the pain again.
hard to sleep.
feeling quite weak and lazy wen moving around.
i tink its time to get my ass up.

♥its healing.

Thursday, November 08, 2007
torn into pieces, 1:28 AM

haha! school is starting next monday.
3 months have passed so freaking fast.
and i did not work or anything.
just went for fb and hockey trainings.
sleep, eat, fast, take care of my niece and having fun slacking.
best. cannot wait to go for a holiday.
ok2. im broke now. haha! need to earn money thru umpiring.
hope that there will be umpiring for me lah.
LAZY AJIN!!! hee..
will school be fun??? haha! i hope so...

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:52 AM

forget and forget maybe the toughest thing to do.
but if you are able to do it, you will be the greatest person on earth.
believe me. you will feel so proud of yourself that you are able to do it.

i heard things are going to be fine.
i may hate that person but there is no use for me to dwell on it and keep the hatred.
to forget and forgive the person even though the person never apologise to me straight, it maybe a hard thing but however, no use keeping the hatred.
be a nice person.
accept that you or whoever make the mistakes and not repeat it.

so i just leave it and carry on with my life.
if you are able to forgive and forget and leave the hatred behind, i am sure your life will be better.
it is just whether you WANT to move on or not, and forget everything.

and to not have so much problems, you must learn how to let go of things and forget about it. and lead a happy day tomorrow.
i know it may sounds easy. you just have to believe in yourself. YOU CAN DO IT.

and also holding on to it, or to the problems will GET YOU NOWHERE!

like this quote mentioned,
"Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams."



♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:10 AM

i think i should just keep my mouth shut.
and it will make everyone happy.

♥its healing.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007
torn into pieces, 12:13 AM

i duno. i guess i am a little stronger now to face the challenges.
but i duno how to face it actually.
im confused sometimes.
and sometimes too, its getting over me. haha!
stoopid feelings.
i just dun like it. but wad to do.
just be happy.

♥its healing.

Monday, November 05, 2007
torn into pieces, 11:38 PM

i feel veri disappointed.


LIFE IS JUST FULL OF TESTS AND SUPRISES.
its for us to overcome challenges and be stronger to face the challenges..
but i am hapi some other time.
so i guess life's is fair enough??
haha!!!


to limin, i dowan our frenship to be affected. and i jus wana say i love you.


to leng, u will have my strong support. i love you too. jus be happy.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:30 AM

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:19 AM

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:05 AM

Echal 20th birthday suprise celebration!!!

♥its healing.

Friday, November 02, 2007
torn into pieces, 3:03 PM

is it worth to mum the truth.
sometime it just saves it.
am i wrong to tell the truth.
i jus dowan her to be like FOOL.
cos i noe wad it feels like.


im losing them.

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:54 PM

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:30 PM

the nonsensicals at seoul garden!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 12:43 AM

i hope echal had a great day yesterday on his bday!
thx for those who came down and helped to make the suprise.
haha! and he really fell for it!
his face expression was like so paisey and shocked!

and i wake up early in the morning just to go market and cooked for him his favourite, tom yam soup!
and i think it taste great!
from reliable source from ppl like my dad, aunt, sis, rams, fit and not forgetting echal lah who taste the soup. yeah!
my cooking...delicious yummy!!!!! haha! and i like it too!
im so proud of myself! good job hazlin!

then went to his house to eat.
the cake was so cute, designed by his dear sister! haha!
i had great time with you dear! luv u!
hope u like the presents. nothing much lah..hee..muacks!!!!

awww!! poor me!!
wen i reach home, got to find out that the pot of tom yam soup i made had FINISHED!!!!!
wad a luck..
maybe next time lah..but wen will that be..hahahahha!
like hazlin"s cooking AGAIN???
in ten years time maybe?hahahahhah!

♥its healing.

Thursday, November 01, 2007
torn into pieces, 1:58 AM

forgot to mention oso.
its our 35th mthsary oso. hee.
tis is oso for u, echal.
hope u like the pic.
i hope u dun find this mushy lah.
sori if it does. haha!

and rmbr the place of the pic???
there's where you were like so cute, daring, sweet, funny, cheeky, when you said the phrase...
i was like WHAT!!! haha!
bestest and sweetest moments of my life. haha!

wa lub sama lu!!!

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:40 AM

to my lovely honey sugar handsome sweet charming dearest
ECHAL UCHIN!!!

ur B wana wish u a
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!


hope you have a sweet day ahead, long life and murahkan rezeki..hehe!

i love you so much darls!

see, i am so proud of you being my darling that i specially designed ur picture and put it as large.

i hope you like it!

yours truly, Hazlin Husni

♥its healing.

torn into pieces, 1:30 AM

i had great fun eating at seoul garden with the nyp floorball peeps!
lotsa food food and food!
there goes my fasting...
there's ice-cream oso. and now making my coughs coming back again.
free flow of drinks!
lotsa prawns!
and not forgetting cam-whoring!!!
it was just crazy and we were making so much noise in the restaurant!
den went to play pool...
they planning to go for chalet but i think overseas trip would be beta..
btw shuxin, sori if we kip disturbing u leh..u r cute btw.haha!
i will upload the pics later ah!

♥its healing.

♥her

GIRL:her
BORN:9 february


♥loves

BEING LOVED!!!
;MONEY.
;CHOCOLATES.
;ROMANTIC MOMENTS.
;LAUGH.
;GAZING STARS.
;THE FULL MOON.
;BEING ALONE.
;PLAY POOL.
;FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES.
;HOLIDAYS! ;freedom...
;independent...
;sports...
;music...
;hang out...
;movies...
;slack...
;sleep...



I love dini marsha n intan sofia!

♥desires

nothing much
JUST HAPPINESS PEACE & LOVE


♥whispers



♥peeps

♥bb maz
♥nadia
♥azila
♥ilyani
♥izyani
♥ivy
♥limin
♥esyha
♥xinni
♥syafizah
♥leng
♥baini
*vanessa
*fariza

*mai
*lydear
*shamsul
*fadzhilla
*nura
*nur
*suzie

*ajamboi
*mis
*mardhiah
*mahirah
*basirah

*nyp hockey*
*sirin
*umairah
*rams

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