torn into pieces, 2:10 AM
and specially to echal, this year has been a great time with you. there is also bad times. lots of joys and sorrows together. im not sure about you. year 2007-3 years for us.
i am glad that i met and be with you. being with you has taught me alot of things. being with your family made me like part of your family too. im happy being around you all.
things going well for us now. both learn to give and take. so many things have happened this year. but however, it just get both of us closer rite.
i just hope things will be better for us next year, which will be in a day's time. 2007 memories of you and me.
and i cant wait to do many things with you. like going karaoke again, holiday with you again, and many things again. will you?
i just wana say that i love you very much. thanks for making me happy this year. i hope more to come next year aite. haha. thanks for making me smile, happy and laugh. and lastly, whatever happens, you will owaz be in my heart.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:09 AM
SOMETIMES IGNORANCE IS A BLISS.
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torn into pieces, 1:50 AM
1 more day to 2008.
year 2007? wad can i say. full of ups and downs.
full of shits??? full of pain? full of happiness?
i cant really say it. cos i cant remember things that happened.
what i have done and stuffs.
cos i jus dowan to think of the pain that i have faced this year.
its a heartening year for me. as well as joy?
i really dun wish to think of it anymore.
its killing me sometimes.
i just wish to forget it and move on.
and im moving on now and learn to accept things the way it is.
cos it makes everyone happy around me.
2007 not a good year for me?
i duno.
not a good puasa and raya for me this year. so much pain and tears.
there's alot of challenges to overcome.
nothing has been changed in this home.
it sound sad. yeah i noe. it really sucks to be like this.
im broke now.
used to be broken too.
but now im coping well. healing.
well, i hope i ain't gonna be an emo girl i use to be.
things make me sad and feel pain but i hope to handle it well.
for my 2008 resolution?
no resolutions for me cos i just want a simple life.
with people change for the better. less selfish. less demanding. less bitching.
and go all out for my studies in school. wana keep myself busy with activities.
with friends? hmm..i duno. now i noe who to trust.
cos now im the quiet hazlin.
not the same hazlin you used to know.
my buddies said i have change alot. so quiet and not the crazy hazlin.
i duno why. wadever things i do or said is mostly wrong.
and people aint happy about it.
fuck it man!
i will be me. be me. the real me. we'll see.
i guess this will be my second last or the lasy entry of the year.
see whether i will update tmr or not.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:16 AM
i seriously need to open up my book, study and write notes!
2 module to study for.
2 days left!
i am done with my script!
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torn into pieces, 5:30 PM
hapi birthday leng!
the picture so sweet rite!
haha! i dun hav the pics wen we were young lah.
haha!
today u staying at home rite.
but go out other days to enjoy ur birthday k!
all the best and may god bless you and hope your wish come true!
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torn into pieces, 3:18 PM
HAPPY ENGAGEMENT TO SITI AND FADIN!!!!
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torn into pieces, 4:57 PM
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torn into pieces, 3:24 PM
its so true rite.
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torn into pieces, 2:16 PM
i dun like things happening here!
some people are just plain SELFISH!
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torn into pieces, 2:14 PM
im sooo bored!
but i got lotsa things to do.
but im just plain lazy.
gotta type out type a script and study for my tests!
next week starting school!
urgh! cant wait to finish school!
hah!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:22 AM
The Bottom Line
You cannot go forward when you're looking in the rearview mirror -- look forward!
In Detail
You cannot go forward when you're looking in the rearview mirror -- a bad accident is sure to happen, and it might be one you can't walk away from. So pay attention to what is going on around you and focus on the here-and-now, today. Yesterday is old news, and it will only distract you from seeing where you need to go. Let go of old ideas and lost opportunities and make room for new challenges and new hopes. There are things beyond your control. The sooner you accept that, the better.
its damn hard and it sucks!
and yet, have to live with it.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:02 AM
xmas day! outing-go for karaoke and steamboat!
pradeep's bro wedding!
he made me HAPPY by buying the expensive famous amos! thanks!
i look so kentals.
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torn into pieces, 10:21 PM
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torn into pieces, 1:51 AM
v
v
v
like what is she DOING IN THE PICTURE????
HAHAHAHAHAH! SOFIA SOFIA!
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torn into pieces, 1:21 AM
When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.> >
When a GIRL is not arguing... she is thinking deeply.> >
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions... she is wondering how long you will be around.> >
When a GIRL answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds... she is not at all fine.> >
When a GIRL stares at you... she is wondering why you are lying.> >
When a GIRL lays on your chest... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.> >
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.> >
When a GIRL says 'I love you' ... she means it.> >
When a GIRL says 'I miss you'... no one in this world can miss you more than that.> >
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person.> >
Find a guy...>
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.>
who calls you back when you hang up on him.>
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.>
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats>
who holds your hand in front of his friends.>
who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.>
who turns to his friends and says, 'That's her!!'
isit true?
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:24 AM
floorball chalet was fun though!
the bbq and the movies..the exchange of gifts!
tat was my first time and it was kinda cool.
i got the biggest gift! haha.
then i joined them watch korean movies.
it did not make me cry though..haha!
learn some nepalese language..but forgot oredy lah. haha!
they were fun peeps! hee.
SPECIAL AND MANY THANKS TO THOSE ORGANISE THE CHALET.
ESPECIALLY WILEEN AND FARIZA!!!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:19 AM
saturday and sunday was great with him!
we were like so close.
like long time nvr meet. haha. bluek!
syg him so much.
NOT FORGETTING, HE BOUGHT ME FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!
WOW! makes him freaking sweet and me feeling happy!
thanks dear!
celebrate fitry and sirin bday.
wen to ecp with gala and yana.
rain heavily so we just lepak and did not swim.
played games with him and did some forfeits.
i won him many times!
sori dear! haha! bluek!
took many pics.
thanks for accepting me bcos of tat.
i tot you will scold me. hehe!
you even accepted it strongly.
i was shocked.
but you got the feeling oso rite rite, so i cant hide it from you lah. hee.
i just find you one of the greatest boyfren lah! except for the sad things lah.
that is normal lah..
part and parcel of being in a relationship rite.
you are so sweeeeeeet. sweeter than a sugar.
i love you so much and i duno why, so far, i dun feel and get bored or sick of you.
another sweet thing about him, he saved me from staying out of my house today!
i tot he will just dropped me down and go home.
but duno why he went up with me. got to noe tat he need to use the toilet.
then wen i see my gate was padlock, i gave up cos my newly key cant open it.
and no one was at home.
i called everyone but they are very far away.
i gave up and just told him just to the coffeeshop.
but wad he did is to try the lock and keep scrapping the key.
i told him dun bother abt it lah cos there is no way we can enter the house.
BUT THEN GUESS WAD, HE MANAGED TO OPEN IT!
DAMN CLEVER LAH. I WAS SOOOO SHOCKED.
HE SAVED ME! hahahhahahahah..
he so good rite.. haha! takmo kembang yer awak tu!
thx dear! alot n alot lah!
nearly had an accident. stupid drivers. lucky we were alert and acted fast.
i had greatest fun and sweet moments this weekend.
thanks echal.
luv ya!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:40 AM
hari raye pics!
more to come..
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torn into pieces, 1:17 PM
im missing you!im missing being with you!
i dun care!
i wana hug you tite2!!!
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torn into pieces, 1:05 AM
its HARI RAYA HAJI!
i hope my grandparents are alright tomorrow when i see them!
gonna see my niece too! miss her so much! DINI! DINI! DINI!
and visiting my mom oso!IBU! IBU! IBU!
and yeah! yesterday chalet was quite fun!
had a crappy and fun chats with the peeps.
miss them.
with nadia, azila, yazid, khairul, farhan, mat all lah.
laughing out loud.
they told me the person who change alot is ME!
yah. maybe. i tend to keep quiet rather than being the noisy and nonsense one.
people change due to the environment.
all that i have been through.
the downs. the sorrows.
all this have changed me.
i really had enough and i better freaking shut my freaking mouth!
am i to blame? maybe.
i have to take responsibilty. i cant push the blame on other people of making me like this.
but people just hates it.
the best solution is to shut ur mouth. SIMPLE.
back to the chalet.
with zaman craps and that funny imitation of talk.
nonsense lah.
all was watching "wujud"
not so scary afterall.
wen to explore and walk and walk.
i helped to take some photos.
was the last to wake up and bath though.
after that, im off to floorball and hockey and umpiring.
just cant resist the temptations of playing these sports!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 9:36 PM
a great day to sleep the whole day.
wanabee sleeping beauty.
just rotting at home! omg!
tomorrow chalet.
wednesday floorball and umpiring.
thursday hari raya haji.
friday floorball chalet.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 4:42 PM
im rotting at home now.
but never mind.
at least i dun feel so sad and lonely like i used to.
haha. im feeling glad and peaceful though.
=D
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:50 AM
and shucks! my knee hurts! hope its nothing..
just sore muscles above it..
i went to walk2 at clarke quay with him.
after so long.
explore the places and stood outside MOS.
mcm faham ar kite nie..
we are so virgins!
haha!
luv ya!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:40 AM
and yah! sumone is back frm sea games.
he ask me to welcome him back?
haha! this stubborn bestie of mine still play wen he is not suppose too.
im not gonna visit u the next time if you get admitted k.
u noe urself well aite.
as a fren, i can just support n pray for ur safety.
btw, well done for ur sea games.
cry no more lah.
u got score or not???
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torn into pieces, 1:17 PM
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torn into pieces, 2:51 AM
like finally i change my blogskin..
actuali dowan to change..
but i guess sweet misery aint gonna be forever rite..
gotta move on and be happy..
haha! i guess tis is a nice skin too..
and in addition the the song..
so soft and nice..
i lurveee it!
goes well with the skin..
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torn into pieces, 5:12 PM
i injured my knee during floorball training. now resting and icing it. no more ICAs now. holiday for 2 weeks! but need to study for 2 more tests and plus a script! gonna enjoy my holiday. im quite bored. nowhere to go.
he busy working. i miss dini!
by the way for your INFO, i took a photo with FELICIA CHIN TODAY!!! TOO BAD FOR YOU..HAHA!
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torn into pieces, 11:56 PM
i love my prince!!!
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torn into pieces, 11:48 PM
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torn into pieces, 11:42 PM
i love this pic!thanks for taking care of me wen we were at kl.
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torn into pieces, 1:25 AM
i miss DINI MARSHA!
i wana play with her.
i wana hug her.
i wana kiss her.
i miss slping with her.
i miss her cuteness.
i miss her lameness.
i just miss everything about her.
i love her.
i love sofia and bb too.
orite, im bored.
but i miss her alot cos im not suppose to miss him alot oso.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:13 AM
"Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams."
so lets move on! and be happy!
"there is a hundreds of reasons which will make you sad, but there are millions of reasons that will make you HAPPY!"
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:38 PM
hapi bday gurl! i miss you!18 already huh..at last..hahahaha!
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torn into pieces, 1:29 PM
i hate it when i take all the shits when it is not my job or my fault.
so people dun blame me for being so harsh and cold.
it is not my ego-ness.
its just that my heart is hardened cos people start to take things for granted and take advantage.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 11:41 PM
congrats kakak farah and abg marruwe!!!
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!!
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torn into pieces, 11:09 PM
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hapi 3 yrs anniversary!
1st dec 2007
i love you so much!
thank you!
no need to post mushy or long entry for us.
cos its all written in my heart.
hee.
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torn into pieces, 10:54 PM
Hi Friend's,
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'If only my husband could be more understanding.'
'If only my boss would die!'
'If only my son could be more motivated.'
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People who believe themselves to be victims say that the only wayfor their lives to change for the better is when other people getbetter, or if the business-social environment improves.
As long as you keep thinking that it is not your fault, thatsomething else must change, you will continue to feel helpless andpowerless.
By continuing to play the victim, you will be totally atthe mercy of your environment
Why do so many people Choose to be a Victim?
Time to time, we find ourselves unconsciously lapsing into victimmode till it leads to being an undesirable part of makeup
Do youhave friends and acquaintances who complain non-stop about theiremployers, colleagues, spouse, society at large, or the government?How about you?
Without any intention of being cold and heartless, the fact stays;as long as people convince themselves to be the victims ofcircumstance, they will never be able to take charge, learn fromtheir experiences, move on and change their lives for the better.
Why do we do this? The simple reason being it makes us feel good!
By playing the victim, we get lots of sympathy, don't we?
At thesame time, we want to feel assured that we were in the right byjustifying our own actions.
Soon, complaining becomes therapeutic. After all the complaining,we actually feel relieved of an emotional burden.
Beneficial as it may seem, though playing the victim appears tohave lots of payoffs, the cost of doing so is high for as long aswe blame something or someone else, we rob ourselves of the powerto take charge, and change the situation.
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The reality is that most people act in a way that puts others incharge of their life.
When something doesn't work in their life, they choose to giveexcuses, blame others and complain.
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♥its healing.
xmas day! outing-go for karaoke and steamboat! 
pradeep's bro wedding!
he made me HAPPY by buying the expensive famous amos! thanks!
hari raye pics! 
im missing you!
and yah! sumone is back frm sea games.
i love my prince!!!
i love this pic!
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