.:LaughinG OuT LouD:.

2008-05-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

im confused. i reali duno what to do.

someone helped me please.....

i kept looking at it .

what should i do.

luv u.

2008-04-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

i dun deserve love is it?

maybe my life are meant to be like this.

simple gestures is all what i want.

2008-04-13T12:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was our lost. yeah! we deserve it though.

although we fought hard, luck was not on our side.

we din play smart enough i guess.

had my first green and yellow card too!

could not control myself cos we dun bloodly deserve the first 2 goals.

it pissed me off to the max!

the asshole umpire sucks to the core.

it just spoilt the game and also my teammates.

haiyah. so wad we lost. there is always ups and downs of the game.

you cant expect us to always draw and always win.

there will be a time where you will lose, and that is where you learn from mistakes and improve on it.

so just think about the mistakes you did and improve on it.

dun just bcos of a game bring you down. no point.

its only a game. i believe we can do better the next one.

we can and we will!

people believe in us.

i think we are too pressured and too focused of thinking of only to win or maybe a draw.

just relax larh..................

we can always do it. just believe in the team.

trust and support one another.

i know and admit that i did a great mistake during the game. i apologised for that.

the team spirit was down and i was tired of motivating them. it doesnt help though.

;there was no cover when me and ivy went for penalty corner.

;our short corners din work out well.

;no communication for that game.

;no motivation for each other.

;most of us were prsssured.

everyone makes mistakes.

lets just move on and think of the next game.

dun think too much. haha!

2008-04-11T02:05:00.004+08:00

stupid!
yeah! im sharing my happiness with this blog.
first person im sharing with. my blog. crazy.
my dad got a new job!
im so happy. alhamdullilah!syukur.
he was so happy when he told me just now.
so fast sey. he made it through the interview 2 days back.
i still remember bcos he ask me for some money to go for the interview.
hopefully, things change for the better; which it is now.
i love him!

2008-04-10T01:32:00.001+08:00

my throat hurts!

and i miss dini marsha!

2008-04-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

Love MUST lead you somewhere...

You love each other, true, but where are you heading??

2008-04-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

i want to go on a holiday!

who want to go with me? haha!

2008-04-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

2008-04-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

A TRUE BOYFRIEND!

Message: when she walks away from youmad[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]

When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking[ approach her..give a kiss on thecheek. ]

When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]

When she lays her head on yourshoulder[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]

When she steals your favorite hat[ let her keep it]

When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything isokay ]

When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]

When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]

When she bumps into you[ bump her back and make herlaugh ]

When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]

WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY ]

When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon'tlet go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and afteryou wake up
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think itsstupid.
- Give her the world
Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, thefirst thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

2008-04-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

we won crescent 3-1 on saturday. yeah!

we played very well especially the second half.

more spirit and enjoyable game!

JANSENITES TOP THE TABLE FOR THE FIRST ROUND! WOOHOO!

(like for the first time???)

than went to johor for light shopping.

was under the sun and rain on the bike.

hot sun and light rain. urgh!

2008-04-04T02:25:00.000+08:00

Happiness cannot come from without.

It must come from within.

It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for ourselves.

-taken from miri's friendster!

2008-04-04T02:00:00.001+08:00

on the 1st, he came and fetched me from umpiring. was nice of him even though things arent great for us. acted normal and be ourselves.

we ate ljs and he treated me the chocolate pie. a small cake for us to enjoy! cool!

i bought for him a shirt too. cheap but its the thoughts right.

a simple gesture do count.

2008-04-04T00:30:00.001+08:00

2008-04-03T02:20:00.003+08:00

okay. it has been chaotic.

i admit its my fault. everyone learn from his or her mistake right?

i duno when things will be fine and back to normal.

things are alright when we are together, but somehow or rather, we tend to lose ourselves and start our nonsense.

im not worth it. im just a girl.

worthless girl that you dun have to think or care about.

worthless girl who keeps crying and always blames herself.

i duno why im that stupid and dumb.

im not brave enough to stand up for myself.

cos i dowan my loved ones to feel hurt.

i love them.

i rather be the one feeling hurt.

prefer to sacrifice my own interest than hurting them.

but to people out there, please also consider my feelings.

thanks!

2008-04-02T15:08:00.001+08:00

life's a bitch!
some friends are bitches too!
and i know im a bitch too!

its has always been me-shit hell!
life's sucks, truth hurts and shit happens!

2008-04-02T02:12:00.002+08:00

i dun have a family like you do.

i dun have the happiness like you do.

i dun have the security that you do.

i dun have the good brought-up life like you do.

i dun have the love like you do.

it beats me from staying home alone.

it beats me from being lonely without having a companion.

it beats me from being sound by you.

it beats me from you leaving me alone.

2008-04-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

LIFE'S JUST SUCKS!

HATE ME ALL YOU WANT!

NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I'M FEELING ALL THIS WHILE!

love punye pasal i owaz blame myself and accepted your friends.

but to you, it is still not enough.

now you know how tough it is.

the trust, the pain, the hurt.

2008-04-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

hapi 40th monthsary to us. nothing for today.

2008-03-31T16:14:00.001+08:00

2008-03-31T15:35:00.003+08:00

All i can say is i am suprised, shocked, heartbroken and out of words.

No importance for me.

Its all me. Not your friends or you.

I have to do and face and get the blame for everything.

I thought no more painful words from you.

But yet you called me s*******. whereas i have no intention at all. good intention for you to leave me.

That broke me and my heart.

Thanks alot.

Thanks for those who have been there for me.

2008-03-31T15:33:00.001+08:00

A woman has strengths that amazes men.

She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions.She smiles when she feels like screaming and sings when she feels crying, cries when she's happy and laugh when she's afraid.

She puts an act if she have to. And accept defeats, when she recalls a mistake.

Her love is unconditional.

But One is missing.

A woman tends to forgets what she is worth and the believe she had for herself.

i copied-paste from mis blog sorry mis! but i just love it! i guess its soooo true!

2008-03-29T01:10:00.006+08:00

xinni, ivy, me, vanessa, shuxin, mr gary, limin, syafizah and mr brian!

had great fun with them!

cam-whoring after trg! trying out m new phone!

2008-03-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

A Full Sunday fixture will separate teams coming to the end of the first round of competition in the Premier Women's League with leaders Jansenites taking on Theresians Tornados in a David versus Goliath battle at Delta Stadium.

Unbeaten thus far in the season, Jansenites may be troubled by a Theresians side that took a draw off defending league champions Police last week, and the pressure will certainly be on Jansenites to prove that there is continuity within the squad and that they are not a fluke side.

Theresians draw comes after two consecutive defeats and could not have come at a better time as they begin to impose their presence among the leading sides within the division.

So with the emphasis on Jansenites, can they do it or will they crumble under pressure, having said that, there is no denying Ivy See, who scored two goals past Ceylon Sports Club last week and Toh Li Min for their midfield consistent play.

While defensive-wise, Hazlin Bte Husni has been in inspirational form for her side, along with Chua Xinni anchoring deep in midfield coupled with a few others making for solid coverage within the squad.
It could mark an interesting weekend for both sides.

2008-03-27T14:59:00.001+08:00

If a girl cries in front ofyou, itmeans that she couldn't take itanymore...

If you take her hand, she would staywith you for the rest of your life; ifyou let her go, she couldn't go backto being herself anymore...(VERY TRUE!!!)

A girl wont cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love themost, she becomes weak..(VERY TRUE!!!)

A girl wont cry easily, only when sheloves you the most, she put down herego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of youplease hold her hands firmly,

she'sthe one who would stay with you forthe rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up, maybe bcoz ofyour decision,

you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,when she cry bcoz of you,

Look intoher eyes, Can u see n feel the pain nhurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried wif puresincerity,

Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?She cry not because she is weak,

Shecry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,She cry,

Because crying silently is nolonger possible, the pain, hurt, nagony have become too big a burden tobe kept inside...

Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,

Andall because of you, Its time to lookback on wat u have done,

Only you willknow the answer to it.

Do consider it. Coz one day....It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do this to a girl,You may regret for the rest of yourlife.

Maybe in your life, she's theonly one that love YOU the most.

2008-03-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

"There is only so much i can do, but if somebody doesnt give me a chance there is nothing i can do."

2008-03-26T18:03:00.004+08:00

short recap of stupid things that happened.

told someone about somethings. then while protecting another friend, misunderstandings took place. and the best thing, they talked bad about me. wah! like thanks alot larh. but forget it lah. dun wish to think about this. to me, just forgive and forget lah. dun wish to drag it also. some friends just come and go. they are just an option.

after months and months, it still carries on. duno when it will end. im so tired.

guess there is no need to consider my feelings. it just sucks though.

just feel that we are not what we are now. i guess we are growing up now. we are so different now. cant tell each other everything now. whatever i say or do is wrong. i dun blame him actually. i always blame myself if things happened. haha! its so painful. tears are rolling now.

am i considered not to be worthwhile? im trying so hard to be strong.

i know sometimes im being unreasonable but circumstances force me to.

i know im not being myself during my last game. thats not me at all. but if people force me, i can be worst than you can think of me.

and often my fren scold me instead of siding me.

i accept it. what to do.

i duno what to do.

am i that bad that you have to do.

even after we talked things out, things are still the same.

what do you want from this relationship. do you know what im feeling. i cant even be myself and i dun even know who am i now?

what am i to you? i duno what you want from me.

2008-03-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

we won csc 4 nil. i duno why i played like that and i know i played badly.

i guess i have lost touched playing hockey. hehe.

but im happy for the team performance! well done girls!

2008-03-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

i can just laughed it off when things happened or feelings arise!

DON'T TRUST ANYONE IN THIS WORLD, EVEN YOURSELF!

2008-03-18T00:01:00.003+08:00

congrats to the nyp soccer team for the win! great win!

im off for chalet for 3 days! hope to have fun!

dun tink many will be coming.

my results will be on wednesday! oh noooo!!!!

not forgetting, fantastic and fabulous win against SRC! woohoo!

no more a thrashing game!

we will give a hard and good fight!

xinni must be a happy girl!

again, well done girls!

next game against CSC! woah..................

2008-03-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

loves!

2008-03-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

im tired and exhausted.

the circumstances force me to be like this.

im immune to all this oredy.

say what you want about me.

think what you want about me.

i dun care anymore

and i dowan to care anymore.

what i know that i have changed.

for the better and for your sake i guess.

i will just be normal.

no enemies made or hated friends.

i just want to be normal and neutral.

dun get me involve in all this problem anymore.

i had enough!

talk about trust? out of the question.

do what you all want and what you all like.

i cant be bothered anymore.

2008-03-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

TRUTH HURTS! ya i know.

and it sucks to feel hurt.

it sucks to feel that you are always in the wrong and blame yourself.

it sucks to feel ALONE and LONELY.

it sucks to only depend on one alone.

it sucks to know that your friends say things about you.

it sucks when the expectations of me being mature is high.

im confused.

the more i let things go, the lesser it is.

and the more i dun bother with it.

so forgive me.

2008-03-11T12:21:00.009+08:00

me and him!

me, nadia and azila!

at seoul garden camwhoring!

friends!

my mum, me and my niece!

my lovely babies!

me and izyani! i will miss your craps!

me and jansenites girls!

im bored so decide to put pics.

2008-03-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

i want to go bangkok and shop shop shop!

who want to go with me? and sponsor me too! haha! like real.

2008-03-10T14:18:00.001+08:00

we drew with police! great results for the first game. well played girls!

im rotting at home!

2008-03-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

CONFUSION IS ARISING!

THE FEELING SUCKS!

can anyone tell me what to do.

the older we grow, the more decisions we have to make.

and LIFE'S GETS COMPLICATED TOO!

2008-03-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

my handphone have to re-format due to virus!

argh! i hate it!

i want all my contacts in it, messages and some important details.

help me please.

my laptop giving me problems too.

my room in the mess.

im BROKE.

i suck.

2008-03-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

i hate this feeling!

confused~unsure

2008-03-05T00:58:00.005+08:00

MY EXAMS IS OVER! I AM SO HAPPY!

played soccer with SW students. last day with them.

then had 5 long hours of karaoke session.
it was so fun! we had a great fun.
the dances, the dikir barat, the jokes and the laughters!
so so so much fun. i laughed till i cried.
they are a fun and lovely bunch!
i love them!

had so much fun.

2008-03-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

i am singing more than i study for my last paper.

dun make me say I HAD ENOUGH!

im being more patient than i am......

i am giving more than what i have......

2008-03-04T10:55:00.000+08:00

"quickest way to fix something is to admit to yourself that you did something wrong and tell yourself you can fix it. If you keep listening to others telling you a bunch of other reasons why you did badly, then you will keep making the same mistakes"
Louis Martin

2008-03-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

a whole of two days being alone.

had time for myself though.

i still cant find my identity.

haha. and i duno wads wrong.

sunday evening and i am at home right now.

went home straight after a whole day of umpiring.

lucky it was drizzling.

so no chance of me getting darker! haha!

one paper more to HURRAY!

no more school.

i hate school but i love having school friends.

I still have not study for my VERY last paper!

2008-02-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

my class! 5 more days to good-bye NYP!

2008-02-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

WHY! WHY! WHY!

NEVER ENDING EFFING TOPIC!

2008-02-27T14:46:00.001+08:00

just be happy gal and accept things that go or does not go my way.

i cant do anything.

2008-02-27T14:27:00.001+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

2008-02-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably,and never regret anything that made you smile.

Life is short! yah! so dun fucking expect anything much in this world.

live life to the fullest! try to be and feel happy with your life!

what a life.

do i live for people?

people said i have changed.

i changed?yah! for someone whom i love very much.

but does he noticed it?

i can easily said accept me for who i am.

but i decided to change myself and tried very hard to accept many things which i cant but i forced myself.

2008-02-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes shits and disappointment do happened.

so just be strong and overcome it gal!

2008-02-24T00:57:00.004+08:00

great night with them! went to penin then eat kfc.

then went off to play pool and daytona!

i won ALL OF THEM in car racing!

woohoo!

2008-02-22T14:14:00.001+08:00

IM DONE WITH MY PROJECTS AND REPORTS AND PRESENTATIONS!

YEAH! 3 CHEERS MAN!

MY BODY ACHING DUE TO NAPFA! argh!

2008-02-21T14:48:00.003+08:00

2008-02-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

2008-02-19T12:27:00.001+08:00

i feel very hurt seeing her like that.

2008-02-19T01:21:00.004+08:00

the BBQ nite and celebration was a SUCCESS!

Aisyah's place was so damn cool.

perfect place for bbq, swim, badminton and alot more.

beta than any resort of chalet!

thanks to those who really really helped alot with the food, especially thanks to XINNI, SYAFIZAH AND AISYAH AND THOSE WHO MADE THE GIFTS!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR GARY AND IRNI!!!

THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR GUIDANCE AND TAKING CARE OF US!!!

2008-02-15T03:32:00.003+08:00

IB done!

CCRM done!

HRM done!

PT done!

HB done! except presentation!

CRM not done!

LEFT ONE PROJECT AND 2 PRESENTATIONS TO GO!

gotta start mugging for EXAMS!

will update on my V DAY some other time..

VROOM! VROOM!

2008-02-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

i love you!

2008-02-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

me and the old yuhua boys larh......?

me and shuxin!

echal and man!

me and my lovely bro! the pengg*** and a bad liar!

the three kiddos!

lepaking playing DAM!

this is how you do it!

fishing at bedok jetty on my bday! thx frens!

2008-02-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

TRIP TO THE ZOO with my DEAR ECHAL!

2008-02-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wana thank my mother for treating me and my sis SWENSENS for our birthday!

thank you mom and for the perfume too! each receive the same perrfume. we will be smelling the same soon...whahhahah!~

secondly, i wana thank my dear echal for bringing me to zoo after 15 years! whaha! wad a suprise. though tiring, we had fun looking at the animals and taking pictures! thanks for going to all that trouble to go in free..muacks!

thirdly, i wana thank shuxin for inviting us to her house for CNY..thanks shuxin! for the food and the hongbao too!

fourthly, i wana thank my frens who lepak with me at bedok jetty. who celebrate my bday with me. echal, ami, man, fit, shuxin, nezam KECIK and jane. sori to make you all go back home late! thanks for the cheese cake aite! i had so much fun with u all wit except for the "chinese ghost" game. i kena "kuti" so many times lah..so pain..sobx..

fifthly, thanks to all my frens and families who wished me and remembering my bday! luv u all!

sixthly, thanks again to echal for treating me dinner at pizza hut! so ex lah. i will treat u during V DAY k? sori ehk..and thanks for the presents! tats so sweet of you to buy me my favourites chocs and cookies!

seventhly, thanks to ira for the presents! so cute lah u nie..and also to fadzhilla and an, thanks for the food and presents! thanks alot!

i think this should be all.

2008-02-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

to all my chinese friends like limin, leng, ivy, xinni, vanessa, my classmates, my floorball mates, my secondary school mates, and whoever i know....................

JUST WANNA WISH YOU A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A PROPERITY AND A BETTER LIFE AHEAD OF YOU!

2008-02-06T12:02:00.000+08:00

i screwed up my gym practical. RUBBISH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KAKAK!

2008-02-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

am i bad?

am i always in the wrong??

am i the one??

am i?

am i gullible?

2008-02-05T01:17:00.001+08:00

from someone,
as time goes by, we build trust between ourselves.. and one of the reason might also be that i've come to a point that i love him too much that i'm leaving it up to fate.. cause we are so happy now, so why worry when you can cherish what you have now......................................

2008-02-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

THERE IS NO STARS TODAY!

2008-02-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

i feel so bad larh! its ALL me!

f o hazlin!

2008-02-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

its suppose to be the month of love everyone!

its seems the opposite.

2008-02-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

i am the fool.let me the one who feel the pain and sacrifice!

2008-02-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

im such an IDIOT!

2008-02-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

UNDER-21 CHAMPIONS!!!

JANSENITES!!!

IM SO PROUD OF YOU GIRLS!!!

WHAT A COMEBACK!!!

WELL DONE!!!

2008-02-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

I AM SUCK AT HAVING A RELATIONSHIP!!!

2008-02-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

feeling my loneliness right now. crying and laughing at my sadness now.

i duno wads wrong with me. not there wen i need. other people instead. can tell me why.

im lacking of alot of things. i need those! cant expect much though. please.

do you understand me and do you know what i am feeling inside me?

2008-01-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

im waiting and im bored and im lonely.

2008-01-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

stupid and hectic week for me. busy umpiring so that i can have money to eat.

thursday-umpiring morning and afternoon.

friday-umpiring from morning till afternoon. den off to school for crm test.

which i haven start studying yet. argh!

den had to do napfa test cos i have yet to take and it is the last day.

saturday-u21 semis. hopefully we can win.

monday-hand up hrm report and perform a skit.

wednesday-pt practical in the gym. wth!

projects-ccrm. ib. crm. hb. anything more?

i cant for all to end so that i can start preparing for my exams.

and then, ENJOY LARH!

2008-01-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

12 more days

i hate projects! i hate school! i can't wait for it to end! i hate everything!

i just want to enjoy!

f o!

2008-01-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

1) Did you know kissing is healthy>
2) Bananas are good for cramps>
3) It's good to cry>
4) Chicken soup actually makes you feel better>
5) 94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers>
6) Lying is actually unhealthy>
7) Only apply mascara to your top lashes>
8) It's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you!>
9) Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed!
10) 89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move>
11) Chocolate will make you feel better! (heck yes it will)>
12) Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.>
13) A GOOD FRIEND NEVER JUDGES.>
14) A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that u have any .>
15) Boys aren't worth your tears>
16) &We ALL love surprises!!

2008-01-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

my day was quite fun. went to seletar cc with the class. den off to thomson plaza for swensens by our kind dear mr lionel teo. den back home to take my fb stuffs. waited so long for our game to start. we finally won and i got the mvp award. like whatever larh. haha. so freaking tired. super duper tired i swear. thanks to nadia who played for us and also thanks to our captain fitry who played for 10 seconds only for the whole tournament. YOU OWE US AN EARTHQUAKE K! and also leaving us handicapped all the way cos diana also injured. played with min, man, diana, diana fren, miri. great saves by man. clean sheet ehk. sori arh.

thanks to nad n zila who waited for me too. i had fun shishaing with you two. haha. wad a nite. talk and talk and talk. thanks gurls. sharing our stories and stuffs. and after so many years, being a 20 years old, we finally asked her for the first time. hee. so cute larh. den cab home.felt sorry for zila cos her mom owaz call her. hee. THANKS FOR THE NITE GIRLS!

i really had fun.

2008-01-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

its tough being a last man, its even tougher being a captain.

2008-01-23T16:36:00.000+08:00

these past few days, i have been a sleeping beauty. beauty? yucks! i sleep so peacefully larh. so peaceful so nice. until i am so lazy to wake up for my class. kena warning already. actually got other reason also lah why i never go class. haha!

haha! i lurve sleeping! more sleep and more lazy! haha!

2008-01-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

i lend my thumbdrive to who? can return me back. im so forgetful.

i know one is with leng. but another one?

IB test today was terrible. i duno whether i duno how to answer or the paper was difficult. i tink the paper larh cos my frens all said so. haha!

more projects to come.....

URGH!!!! I HATE IT!!! I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO END!! IN 2 MONTHS TIME!!! WOOHOO!!!

but i am in holiday mood already. hee.

im broke now. who wants to give me money???

i want money! hahahahah! crazy..

i want to go on a holiday, more tops and bottoms, go karaoke, go fishing, more outings, spend time elsewhere, more food, more money, more laughters, more time with him??!

2008-01-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

i lurve my line!

the nyp hockey players!

nyp floorball team!

me and echal!

the leavers!

here are some ivp floorball pics!

2008-01-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

wad am i doing here now. i should be studying for my test on wednesday. i feel so lerthagic and tired and sleepy. i slept the whole afternoon but it is not enough. haha!

im just so bored. no mood to do projects and study. haha!

last weekend was quite fun. when to ghazi's wedding, den game.

sunday game again den celebrate the january babies den off to steamboat at his house. yummy! was so full. here are some pictures!

2008-01-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

Question: Are you happy?
Answer: Can't give much, Can't get much, Can't expect much.
Generally, enjoy what comes up.
Happy enough? Why do you ask.

2008-01-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

i don't have the confidence of being myself.

2008-01-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

2008-01-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

muacks muacks muacks!

thanks alot!

2008-01-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

i lurve him alot!

2008-01-16T16:46:00.000+08:00

the nyp floorball guys have made it into finals. congrats! my dear played well. saving most of the shots with his big body. he even did a split to save the ball. haha! so funny and cool lah. all the best for the finals on this friday.

2008-01-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

i am not feeling quite well today. fasting today. and i duno y.

people close to me have been very caring and helpful. thanks all. =)

thanks for your care and concern. i really appreciate it.

2008-01-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

we lost in the semis! but i dun feel sad at all lah..i can see the look in everyone's face even before we stepped into the court. like wad the hell! i came late i know but this is all in the mind. it is the matter YOU ALL WANT IT OR NOT.

the game has not even started and everyone looked so pressure like as though the world is going to end. haiz. i got nothing to say lah.

but i played my best and tried my best to bring up some important people but i guess it doesnt work at all. waste my breathe??kena scold got lah. like watever. dun care larh. wad i did was to played very hard and play my best.

and i think i played my very best except for one mistake.and i pushed 2 girls down and hit a girl, like who cares rite. i dun feel sad at all becos i know i have put in all my efforts in the game.

i feel satisfied.

i have sweat it all out! i dun care whether it is my last ivp or not.

wads important is that we learn from our mistake and try to take control of our emotions and feelings like nervousness, scared etc.

this is very much important! no use if you feel sad. it means that you did not put in all ur effort. i guess wad was wrong in the our game is that everyone was complacent and tried to hold the ball for too long. most of us were off-formed too.

BUT WHATEVER IT IS, I LOVE PLAYING IN MY LINE. I LOVE MY LINE! HAHA! RAMS, RAMRI, JOAN AND SYA.

the best thing, both seconds in the table are in the finals! good luck for both teams. you all deserve to win bcos we can see that you want it more!

gonna play my last game for nyp floorball team on this thursday!

2008-01-11T11:37:00.000+08:00

Life is full of ups and downs. But one has to learn how to stand up on his own and continue his path to attaining enlightment.

2008-01-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

alright. after watching 4 movies after 2 days, namely a walk to remember, ella enchanted, the boy girl thing and just like heaven, im so into romantic scenes. so touching and so nice larh. i duno why but i just love it. i wana watch more romantic movies.! haha. siao. including the handsome and pretty actors make it more exciting! =) awww...............

NAD! i want more movies..romantic ones especially..hehe..thx ehk..

2008-01-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

ok2! i just find him cute, cool, charming, charismatic, attractive, handsome etc.

his name is elvin ng.

BUT MY BF LIKES HER INSTEAD.......

BUT TOO BAD, I TOOK PHOTO WITH HER INSTEAD!

HAHA! ok now im bored.

but she's freaking hot lah!

JESSICA ALBA!

2008-01-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

i love my line in my floorball team. i think we can only play in our line. with sya, joan, rams and ramri. new formation was given but we are not used to it. i prefer playing the normal formation where everyone is happy about it! we all were confused on how to play the diamond. our line scored the first goal la against sp. cool arh! score was 10-1. haha! coach said that my line played impressively but during the first period i did not even sweat larh. i played with the 1st line but not sure how to play with them. i want my line back. haha! rams and ramri scored. sya the "tiang queen" scored too! i assist her. she was like so happy la! waiting for me and joan to score too. haha!

WELL DONE NYP FLOORBALL GIRLS!

my pic and fariza in action!

#10!

2008-01-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

i'm like basically rotting in school in front of computers. lucky can use msn and friendster. haha! rot at home, in school and where else..haha! waiting for time to go floorball cos bus coming at 4 pm. i going NP later to watch the guys match. hope he scores again and this time i will get to see his goal. hehe!

school practical is coming-crm and pt.

haiyoh. one to one with the teacher. and i dun like.

exam timetable is also out! only 3 modules to sit for. quite ok lah.

have to wait till end of the month for the exams. so long.

i need to work and earn money! no money liao.

2008-01-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

we won smu and sim in ivp floorball.

my line is doing great! scored somemore! well done girls. good job ramri and also rams, sya and joan. not forgetting fariza. i lurrrrve playing with you girls!

tmr against sp and fri against rp.

2008-01-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

A WOMAN HAS STRENGTHS THAT AMAZE MAN.

SHE CAN HANDLE TROUBLE AND CARRY HEAVY BURDENS.

SHE HOLDS HAPPINESS, LOVE AND OPINIONS.

SHE SMILES WHEN SHE FEELS LIKE SCREAMING.

SHE SINGS WHEN SHE FEELS LIKE CRYING, CRIES WHEN SHE'S HAPPY AND LAUGHS WHEN SHE'S AFRAID. AND HER LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL!

THERE'S ONLY ONE THING WRONG WITH HER; SHE SOMETIMES FORGETS WHAT SHE IS WORTH.

-to beautiful ladies out there whom i know; just be confident of yourself and that YOU ALL are beautiful ladies-

2008-01-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
You will be seen as being as attractive as you feel you are today, so get confident.

In Detail
You will be perceived as being as attractive as you feel you are today! So take a good long look in the mirror this morning and remind yourself that while you might not be the hottest person on earth, you are definitely right up there! Inner confidence creates an outer beauty that others pick up on in a subtle but unmistakably magnetic way. Many people will want to spend time with you today, although you will only have eyes for one lucky person. Do what you can to get some alone time with them.

2008-01-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

counting down to $0!

sobx. help me!

2008-01-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

MY FRiENdSTER HOROSCOPE

The Bottom Line
It's okay if you don't agree with a friend. There's no restriction on relationships.

In Detail
You don't always agree with your best friend, but this dissonance puts no restriction on how much you love them. Today, you are cautioned against thinking that an increase in conflict indicates a decrease in the quality of your relationship -- it's simply not true.

In fact, if you two are fighting a lot more lately, it is because you care so much about each other. As long as you focus on respecting each other and avoid hitting sensitive nerves, you'll be stronger than ever soon.

2008-01-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

"But thank god, this girl is one heck of a godsend.. she's everything i wanted or could ever want.. there's soo much more to her than meets the eye and i thank god for the time He(or She=P) has given me to be with her...Sarrah baby, never stop loving me cause i don't know how i can learn to love anyone else.. i mean this.. happy 14th month=)".

awwww.! so touching and sweet rite. this is a quote that i readin one of my friend's blog. bear in mind he is a guy. good guys like him does exist though. he is so romantic.