# LIVING WITH IT! learning to acception! ;
Thursday, January 03, 2008
torn into pieces, 12:02 AM

so hated this so much.
effing shit.
so effing irritating when the "siren" start at home.
she doesnt deserve our respect yet.
telling us whatever shit things we do is owaz wrong.
she think she owaz rite.
i dun think she have to the right to scream at us.
got mouth to talk for wad.
rooms just beside each other but use sms for wad.
cannot talk isit. or are you just mute. or maybe if you are mute better lah den the siren will not start. beta this way..haha!
who start by closing and locking doors at home. stupid rite. family members oso wana lock rooms. what kind of family lah this is. YOU HAVE GOLD ISIT IN YOUR ROOM.
enough problems that my dad have lah. you shouldnt add salt into it but instead support him.
haiz. as a wife oso, i can just say HAIZ!
fuck shit lah.
her siren is just so plain irritating.
and this adds on to out psychology thinking. bleh naik gile dok.
someone's mother oso will not scream at us like that.
it has becoming so effing irritating to my ears.
be good at times and be bad at times. for wad. sometimes good, sometimes bad. like hypocrite!

another one.
having a sister is like having none. no effing sense of responsibility.
treat this effing home like a hotel. never once i see you do a house chore. wad kind of sister are you.
you told me you need to work and i dun understand the working world. ya lah. den wer did i get the money to support myself all this while. i sell my backside isit to earn money.
got money but use for your own. so effing selfish. did you ever treat or spend money in this house. except for the pub bills.
i dun understand why lah. you said last time you did all the house chores but why cant you continue. you are the eldest you noe. have some sense of responsibility lah. and bear in mind that you still have a family. who took care of you wen you were sick. think lah. dun just be selfish and think for yourself. im loss for words. i dun think i need an elder sister like this.

and for heaven's sake, it is not a crime to study okay.
i dun feel i am wrong by studying now. i think of my future instead of you all.
i am not wrong pursuing my diploma.
but dun worry, i wun be studying more aftr i finish school. i will earn and help my dad for this house. i dun need ur effing help k. thx.

♥its healing.

♥her

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