1 more day to 2008.

year 2007? wad can i say. full of ups and downs.

full of shits??? full of pain? full of happiness?

i cant really say it. cos i cant remember things that happened.

what i have done and stuffs.

cos i jus dowan to think of the pain that i have faced this year.

its a heartening year for me. as well as joy?

i really dun wish to think of it anymore.

its killing me sometimes.

i just wish to forget it and move on.

and im moving on now and learn to accept things the way it is.

cos it makes everyone happy around me.

i duno.

not a good puasa and raya for me this year. so much pain and tears.

there's alot of challenges to overcome.

nothing has been changed in this home.

it sound sad. yeah i noe. it really sucks to be like this.

im broke now.

used to be broken too.

but now im coping well. healing.

well, i hope i ain't gonna be an emo girl i use to be.

things make me sad and feel pain but i hope to handle it well.

for my 2008 resolution?

no resolutions for me cos i just want a simple life.

with people change for the better. less selfish. less demanding. less bitching.

and go all out for my studies in school. wana keep myself busy with activities.

with friends? hmm..i duno. now i noe who to trust.

cos now im the quiet hazlin.

not the same hazlin you used to know.

my buddies said i have change alot. so quiet and not the crazy hazlin.

i duno why. wadever things i do or said is mostly wrong.

and people aint happy about it.

fuck it man!

i will be me. be me. the real me. we'll see.

i guess this will be my second last or the lasy entry of the year.

see whether i will update tmr or not.