# LIVING WITH IT! learning to acception! ;
Sunday, October 07, 2007
torn into pieces, 2:29 AM

ok. i've got lotsa to say.
well, hmm....i duno where to start. haha!
now im helping my dad cleaning all the shits in my house and at the same time blogging???
so try to imagine k. basically im doing nothing but watching him clear all the stuffs la.
kan nak raye. haiz.

i feel im a super brave stupid gurl.
i duno why im doing this but im doing it.
its verrrryyyy hard for me. but i have to be verrrrryyyyy strong to face it. wth.
what a sacrification i have to make.
its like a dare to me. maybe i can join FEAR FACTOR! haha!
I DUN BLIV IM DOING THIS.

nobody knows what im feeling.
with all those shits that i am facing.
maybe its not serious or cool SHITS. its challenges.its cobaan. its dugaan.

Ya Allah. Beri lah hambamu semangat, kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menghadapi semua ini. Amin.

i hope to hear someone say "im so proud of u, hazlin."
i used to have sum1 who told me that he is soooo proud of me being a great daughter and gurlfren.
but im sorry to disappoint you.

but now i feel like i dun have the motivation to move on and be strong.
i can only depend on myself, no one but MYSELF.
ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD. WITH NONE OF BLA3....
hah! where i get the strength to move on? until now? its been like years since i've been independent and manage to think on my own.
having to find money on ur own and at the same time schling and facing all those shits.
how to carry all that in ur hand??

its so hard to control and handle your feelings and emotions.
but some people are able to easily forget the shits and move on.
HOW DID THEY DO THAT? i wana learn that trick too.

BTW PEOPLE, THIS IS LIFE!! HAHA!
YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOUR LIFE!
EASIER SAID THAN DONE RIGHT!

♥its healing.

♥her

GIRL:her
BORN:9 february


♥loves

BEING LOVED!!!
;MONEY.
;CHOCOLATES.
;ROMANTIC MOMENTS.
;LAUGH.
;GAZING STARS.
;THE FULL MOON.
;BEING ALONE.
;PLAY POOL.
;FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES.
;HOLIDAYS! ;freedom...
;independent...
;sports...
;music...
;hang out...
;movies...
;slack...
;sleep...


I love dini marsha n intan sofia!

♥desires

nothing much
JUST HAPPINESS PEACE & LOVE


♥whispers



♥peeps

♥bb maz
♥nadia
♥azila
♥ilyani
♥izyani
♥ivy
♥limin
♥esyha
♥xinni
♥syafizah
♥leng
♥baini
*vanessa
*fariza

*mai
*lydear
*shamsul
*fadzhilla
*nura
*nur
*suzie

*ajamboi
*mis
*mardhiah
*mahirah
*basirah

*nyp hockey*
*sirin
*umairah
*rams

♥reminiscence