# LIVING WITH IT! learning to acception! ;
Monday, April 02, 2007
torn into pieces, 3:58 PM

I guess I really hate working and hate my life now.
I just don’t know why.
Things aren’t going well. Be it at work, family or with him.



I just duno wad to do. What a life.
Hope that things will get better. But when.
Going to be in trouble with my school attachment.
Bcos of that stupid person.



Maybe my life is meant to be like this..
I’m so tired and people around me are not giving me a helping hand.
Im tired.
Im tired.
I need to have a break.

Give me KIT KAT. Yar, I noe im being lame here.


I wana go very slow in LIFE.
I cant take it anymore.
Its so painful. To be in a position of a daughter, sister , girlfriend and employer.
Need to clean the house, help my father, take care of my sister, hockey, umpire, working.
All of that its so hard. And I have to learn to manage it well.
But they are not helping me though.
No one is helping me.


Things aren’t getting better.
My heart is so damn effing painful.
I jus duno why.
Can anyone tell me.




Im so weak.
But I have to be strong no matter wad.
I have to pick up myself. Alone.
All by myself I guess.
Am I changing.


Thanks everyone.

♥its healing.

♥her

GIRL:her
BORN:9 february


♥loves

BEING LOVED!!!
;MONEY.
;CHOCOLATES.
;ROMANTIC MOMENTS.
;LAUGH.
;GAZING STARS.
;THE FULL MOON.
;BEING ALONE.
;PLAY POOL.
;FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES.
;HOLIDAYS! ;freedom...
;independent...
;sports...
;music...
;hang out...
;movies...
;slack...
;sleep...


I love dini marsha n intan sofia!

♥desires

nothing much
JUST HAPPINESS PEACE & LOVE


♥whispers



♥peeps

♥bb maz
♥nadia
♥azila
♥ilyani
♥izyani
♥ivy
♥limin
♥esyha
♥xinni
♥syafizah
♥leng
♥baini
*vanessa
*fariza

*mai
*lydear
*shamsul
*fadzhilla
*nura
*nur
*suzie

*ajamboi
*mis
*mardhiah
*mahirah
*basirah

*nyp hockey*
*sirin
*umairah
*rams

♥reminiscence